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02.06.2020 - audio and rewrites

This post is later than intended.

I have spent a lot of time speaking to myself over the past couple of weeks. My evening runs have slowed to walks and I take my microphone with me; those were not good recordings but I needed the practice of speaking the pieces.

I recorded over and over, opting to work in my car as it was the quietest place that I could access due to lockdown restrictions. I had to record at night when traffic was stopped and people were quiet. The rooster next door had other plans, as did the smaller birds.

I spoke, I swore, I spoke some more. I recorded for hours and lost the audio as my computer over heated. I borrowed my partners professional microphone and used that instead.

I edited.

The works did not flow from my mouth as easy as I would have liked, so I re-wrote them. And re-spoke them. Over and over.

I don't have space for them all but there are some singles here:

I edited some together as material groups, below are some examples:

I don't know whether to leave these as clusters or to create a large audio piece of the book format. I will try both and decide for the exhibition.

I like the idea of creating a piece that could be dipped in and out of, if it was in a physical gallery space it would be on a loop, so audience members would pick up headphones and join the track at the moment it was playing rather than at the beginning or the end.

09.10.2019 - sometimes we make awful work

An urge, normally ignored, materials need to be touched, their texture satisfies. Grainy powders smoothed with moisture and movement, applied to board that yields control of its taut surface under the dampness.

The process satisfies but it’s outcomes leaves the desire for more. A disappointing display, a performance that enticed and result that is lack lustre. Sometimes we make awful work. Its left like a dirty secret in the piles on studio desks, at the back of sketchbooks, placed in bins to be removed. Despicable that our hands create something unwanted.

The words added from a collect pile for colour and became an poem similar to high school attempts. The words float around, there is something here but it needs to be coached. Perhaps a new approach.

I turn to sound. Reading and repeating the words. It’s late. They are asleep. I whisper these words of betrayal. Layering them in the manner my mis-functioning mind layers and collates my thoughts and worries, meddling until some clarity appears.

Sometime we make awful work
Reverse considerations
Can part a moments
Unpredictable history
Conflicts came between
Unceasing patterns
And past
What should
Without possible attempt
An aborted message be

Monday, 29 Oct 2018 - Enquiry: Intersections and Articulations

Enquiry: Intersections and Articulations

Description:  Listen to audio files, access through LMS calendar

Going forward:  Next week there will be audio files available for you to listen to through the LMS calendar. The second session for listening to the files is on March 18th. Therefore I have decided to split them between these sessions. They are provided to carry on the discussions about the different ways of encountering art, the roles and positions that people may choose to take, or the different ways that people may talk about art. These short files should appropriately fit in with the conversations that we have been having so far. They are really about professional practice.

how you perceive the information that you hear,

what connections you are making,

what interests you and why

what you might disagree with.

You should be reflective in your writing so that it is useful and embedded within the thinking that you are involved in your own practices.

Draw out key points.

Fran Stafford - Artist, Curator and designer - Canadian in Berlin and Bahrain,

Thoughts and discussions:

I wonder how old the recording is as I think the arts and culture scene has really expanded in the Gulf, although it is still very much in the developing practice.

She wears many hats

feels like a spokesperson of the arts- or maybe a 'coloniser' of the arts - yeesh! the fact is its someone coming from the outside and 'showing' 'them' how it's done. I don't have her background so I don't know how much that is true.  - a group of friends recently discussed this phenomenon in the UAE - that most of the 'high flyer' the gallery owners, curators, CEO's of arts companies and institutions are actually white women - I'm pro the feminine aspect of course but is it correct for outsiders to govern a nation's culture?

Uses very 'western' names and brands ie: Redbull - and the term 'test platform' makes me feel uncomfortable, is it right to experiment in other peoples cultures?

Representing a culture that is not yours? is that okay? Can you comment? - Julie Mehretu - paintings about places she has never been too. ethics of this practice?

I question how much time this woman has? How is she doing all of this stuff? does she sleep?

This market aspect is something that is flourishing here in the UAE as well.

She sounds like she is dominating the arts/culture scene - which is great for here, but where is everyone else? I am aware of people that have really struggled in Bahrain due to the cliquy nature.

She's had no experience but has been entrusted with these tasks - proactive or taken advantage of? 

She sounds very confident in her capabilities and achievements - is happy to wear her many hats and build up her experience. She doesn't talk about her practice as an artist although has described herself as one. I couldn't find her work other than her current designs in her new role as a fashion designer.

John Barraclough - Royal Standard Artists collective in Liverpool - drawings, sound works, drawing machines and drawing as human connection, mapping thinking and how the brain works and alternative spaces to create artwork and view.

Thoughts and discussions:

Doesn't consider himself an artist and curator but understands the connections due to financial implications

Bruce Nauman- work outside the studio is responsible for itself - the artist has to let it go. 

Curator - exhibit, preserve, conserve artworks

Newspaper 'Drawing paper' - collab with a fellow artist. A project in curating - funded by the artists participating so it could remain free to the public so self-promotional in effect. Not published regularly - as and when ready.

Content connections - stylistic connections - challenge what drawing is - providing the viewer with possibilities of conversations and varying viewpoints.

distribution is how it is seen - it takes art into a different dimension, one that is portable and easy to ship - repeatable

there are other platforms as well, such as online in blog and Instagram.

Do include own work but not overly comfortable with it, aware that this can be seen as self-promotion and remove some of the agency of the paper.

Creates drawing workshops as a 'living curatorial activity' - so the participants and the leader create and curate their work as part of the final product. utilises the paper in drawing workshops and using it to create discussion. Becomes a tool to instigate discussion.

curators - a tool - the artist can have trouble seeing the value in some work and the lack of value in others so the curators role can help expose the artist to this and guide a practice - rejection, acceptance - use of work beyond intention or out of intention - the critical debate of work and its sitting - in a show how do they interact? If a collaborative group of artists are working together they should work to ensure it works in the exhibition and be open to the fact their work may not fit and be 'deselected'.

To compare the two speakers:

Their input into curating is very different, Stafford is more formal yet slightly ad-hoc as she, herself, says she lacked the experience and had to work out how to produce her projects, whereas Barraclough is very informal and organic yet he is using his experience as an artist and educator to inform the process.

Barraclough discusses coherence - whether stylistically/aesthetically or dialogically. Stafford discusses curating from a cultural and logistical background, moving cultures around and displaying them, and what needs to be in place for that to happen.

This feels like the two sides of my own practice, the practical design-led practice of working out a 'product' vs the more organic process-led practice that I'm trying to work with. Barraclough's talks interested me more as it felt exciting and unknown whereas Stafford's felt familiar and easy to comprehend for me. 

Moving forward: think about the connections my work is making, am I missing the value in it, am I overlooking its potential due to my lack of confidence?