process

27.02.2020 - 10.03.2020 - Photostudio session

Thursday's are the end of the working week in the UAE, it's a quiet day at work. I utilised the time to make use of the photographic studio at work. Precariously transporting all of my tiles to the studio in plastic tubs, shrouded in tissue and bubble wrap, slowing my SUV down over bumps to preserve my precious load.

I considered the state of the works and the black paper background so begain shooting the 'clean' works first, starting with the books.

My leporello books have been hoarded in plastic folders since the end of MA2, their only outing since their conception was the photo session on my living room floor for submission. I felt sorry for their neglected forms; their conjoined pages sleeping peacefully on top of each other or perhaps uncomfortable at the proximity and lack of breathing space, at least if they could breath that is.

Towering in a perilous pile,
teetering on the verge of collapse
I watch you
and pray
for one more moment
just a minute more of time
to admire your form
the innate elegance
of your form
stacked
displaying all your components
subtle foibles
I snap away
capturing this moment infinity
until you tumble down

All of the Books - Stacked

All of the Books - Stacked

Restricted Books

Leporello Books - unrestricted I

Leporello Books - unrestricted II

Leporello Books - detail

I splay you open
unceremoniously
you tumble on top of each other
looking for support you cannot give
As your insides slump to the ground
Your mass is sumptuous
A fibre, graphite and tape assemblage

Soap Faux Book I

Soap Faux Book I

Soap Faux Book II

Soap - Stacked

disappointingly only a few piece of soap tile, although their modesty allowed for opportunity. A faux book form as created, a consideration to display, to binding, and construction. how would this function, book of soap? How would it be held together, how long would it last. could the pages be turned, and if they could what or who's story would be told?

Wax -Stacked I

Wax -Stacked I

Wax - Stacked II

Wax and Plaster - Stacked I

Wax and Plaster - Stacked II

Wax and Plaster - Stacked III

Plaster - Stacked II

Plaster - Stacked I

Then I stack my wax tiles. These precious morsels of carbon and paraffin, flammable, meltable, solid yet fragile. Tiles of wax impregnated with drawing materials, monoprint combinations of hot liquid and cold pulverulence.

Automatically they take on a taxonomy of tone, the weight of the black pigment heavy at the bottom. This needs to be reset, a second session of differing taxonomies, of weight distribution, of material contrasts.

The light glimmers through their luminous forms, dissipating as the pigment consumes it lower down.

Steadily the plaster tiles of small form are placed neatly in their monolithic form, rising up to greet the wax stronghold, but missing the pinnacle.

Their codification is the antithesis of the wax, they lack luminosity, they are dense in their opacity, they are brittle in their fragility and smooth and powdery in their texture.

Wax and Plaster - Stacked IV

Wax and Plaster - Stacked IV

The large tiles complete the line up, their absorbing facades are hidden by each other, one lucky subject is exposed for admiration. How does it read to know there is the possibility of more faces to be seen, hidden in a mass of tiles. Multiples defined by the single that is credited with the dominant allocation.

Plaster - Stacked Precariously I

Plaster - Stacked Precariously I

Plaster - Stacked Precariously II

To contrast the classifications and grouping of the previous displays, These large tiles are given an opportunity to communicate. Piled high with a twist, exposing corners and edges that were previously unseen in the towers before. Dialogue ensues between the jostling of placements, the fighting for attention and consideration.

Tiles - Stacked Taxonomies I

Tiles - Stacked Taxonomies I

Tiles - Stacked Taxonomies II

Tiles - Stacked Taxonomies III

Finally the small tiles are arranged in aesthetics forms, with similar treatments grouped together in camaraderie. A bland a none taxing for of display. No mystery here, purely techniques that may or may not be deemed successful.

14.02.2020-22.02.2020 Progress for Group Critique Mon 24 Feb

I continue with the wax explorations, adding charcoal and graphite to the liquid parafin wax. The colour density is varied, the charcoal disperses completely with the liquid.

The graphite does not submit and settles on the bottom of the cast which then becomes the top surface when removed. As the wax becomes more diluted the graphite groups with its own kind.

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In preparation for the Group critique on Monday I have started to take rough images of the work in format, stacking the smaller tiles.

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I am intrigued by the volume of the works. I am also provoked by the distance the images give to the work.

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The distance between the materials is awkward. The last images portrays this in the arrangement as well. We know that if either pile becomes unstable it is likely to off balance the other, the materials colliding and probably fragmenting.

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Binding the materials does not add stability. The action of binding was in itself destabilising and complicated, placing the work in a compromised position.

I want to explore the mechanisms of binding the work, through the materials used (soft ribbons, rubber bands, bandages, paper, tape), and the operations such as punching holes to lace them together, spearing them, melting them, plastering the plaster ones together, binding them with twine while still soft or brittle.

TO DO:

Revisit old work and bind piles together (Using old work for prototyping makes more senses due to time constraints)

Reflectors and ring light. White and black paper roll for photos

White paint books and piles of accordion fold books - bind and stack - unfolded and closed

CONTEXTUAL STUDY

Working through mechanisms of creation and meaning and the need to hide the meaning from the audience to enable the operations to happen. Privacy and restrictions in a country of privacy. The restriction of person and personality. Silencing the work in the manner I silence my practice and my thoughts. What does it mean to withhold practice?

the relationship of operations of creating and consuming.

To bind, to control, to hold in, to scaffold, to contain, to conceal, to seal.

Distance of viewer and artist to work. Weight of artist visible, haptic inherent - viewer dissociation, an enforced segregation.

Exclusion

Occluded viewership

Artists to explore:

Charnel-Joseph H Boutros

Ryan gander

12.02.2020 - Documenting progress so far

Relatively clean documentation of items created so far. Tomorrow I will continue to make some wax tiles and explore the plain tiles that have recently dried. There are also some paintings that require scaffolding.

As suggested, these will then be bound, stacked and held in groups to be photographed.

Paintings in progress with first or second layer of scaffolding:

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Small plaster tiles:

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Larger tiles:

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Soap tiles (white and clear):

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Wax tile:

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Cellulose tiles:

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06.02.2020 - cellulose

As I undo, your essence fills the air,
You spread yourself all over me
I can feel you subtly touching my skin
Fibrous, tiny hairs adhering.
I dive my hand in a grab you
A hand full
Too much for my small fingers
awkward, rugged.
Firmly I grip and bring you up
You’re dry so I moisten you
Making you sticky in my grasp
Exploring you with my fingertips
I spread you on the glossy surface
You submit with a little resistance
Your moisture trickles out as I apply pressure
Smoothing you with fabric
Soaking up your damp puddles as I push
Taming you to my will
I’m satisfied you’re done
I leave you to rest in the sun.
                                                          *cellulose*

31.01.2020 - painting

A glance
The table set
Gathered
Busy
I glance around
Resting my eyes on you for a moment
you‘re looking at me
It seems
Of course
Where else would you look
An acknowledgement
Time is sought out
To come together
For a moment or longer
Brush to canvas
Working through thoughts
In the dark of the garden
Exposed
no one is watching
we hope
This is our time
                                                    *painting*

29.01.2020 - graphite

Crave you
My thoughts are full
Of you
With you
For months now
Years even
There you are
Dark
Engrossing
Still so much to learn
About you
From you
With you
When we meet
Awkward pauses
Portray the tension
The expectation
Unsaid
What will be the next move
The first move
The last move
Will I end
Or build more.
                             *graphite*